LoveThere is that one person who fills your mind at night, who is there, the last thing that fades from the edges of your consciousness as you drift off into peaceful slumber. When you wake up, that persons face rises to the surface of your thoughts like the golden sun rises outside your window. You lay there piled high with cozy blankets, your eyes closed but your mind awake, and that someones name, drifting through your mind, is a cue for an unseen puppet-master, who, with invisible threads, pulls the corners of your mouth into the most content of smiles. And that smile stays there, making you ever-warmer, far longer than any other waking thought would cause it to stay. And that, perhaps, (if Im not very much mistaken) is love.
Stupid Girl-story-pt. 1It happened again.I let him hurt me
again. I told my dad it was nothing, I fell. Dont worry, he didnt hurt me
just let it go.It happened again.I lied for him
again. I made up every excuse I could think of. I love him. He loves me. He would never do anything to hurt me again. That was the past. Were over it. Were moving on. I promise. Why would I lie? I know what Im doing is wrong. But I have no courage, no guts, no heart, to leave. I dont want to be alone. Who wants to be alone? Well work it out. We always do. Every single time. Every fight. Every week. Every tear. Every scream. Every hit. Every dirty little scheme. He knows. I know. This is how itll always be. Who wants to be alone?No
I wont let this happen again. NO!I have to be strong. I have to tell someone. I need someone. To listen. To help. Who would help this pathetic, sad girl? I cant even stand to look at myself in the mirror. Beca
FriendsWhat can happen everydayCan change your lifeAnd change your wayThe help that you might find insideWill only help youIn certain timeBecause, you see, it won't compareTo friends that help youWhen you despairThey help you see the bluer skiesWhen all you hearAre blacker liesThey help you laugh when you want to cryThey make you see lightWhen you want to dieThey drag you out, when you stay inYou think you'll lose,They make you winSo take your friends, make sure they knowThat they're the onesThat make you glow.